Some enjoyable moments

My parents later told me that the pediatrician had told them, when I was about two years old, that my foreskin was entirely too long, and should at least be trimmed, if not removed altogether. Neither country practices routine circumcision of baby boys, except for religious minorities, so my father was uncut and my mother accepted the uncircumcised penis as normal. This is why they didn’t permit the doctor who delivered me to remove my foreskin. So I came home from the hospital with all I’d been born with.

I’ve always had a large glans that made a significant bulge in my foreskin. Pulling the foreskin back over it wasn’t as easy than it would have been if I’d had a narrow, tapered glans. And I find it impossible to pull it back when getting erection. I have just been able to see a bit of the top. After stretching a bit, I realized my glans is super sensitive and there is a lot of smegma buildup. It starts getting slightly painful, and the discomfort only increases if I try to fully pull it back behind my glans. As a result, after stroking in the morning, my foreskin becomes extremely sore and painful, and the next day dead skin will flake off. Is there anything I can do about this? Do I need an operation?

I always found “masturbation” to be a joke, until I went on the Internet and noticed people kept repeating it over and over. Then I noticed the term in movies, and I eventually believed people actually did it. Recently, it has also become a common topic at school. Now that I have a better idea of what masturbation is, I’m thinking about consciously trying it for the first time.
One of the biggest changes I’ve noticed lately is how much my testes and scrotum have grown. They seemed to take on a new form, becoming more prominent and developed. They’re way more prominent now, and my scrotum has gotten all red and wrinkly, which I guess is normal for this stage. It’s kinda cool to see my body changing like this, but it’s also a bit weird. And then there’s the whole pubes thing. I’ve started growing hair on my pecker, and man, does it itch like crazy! I’m always scratching down there, and my mom keeps telling me to stop grabbing my cock. How do you explain to your mom that you’re not playing with it, but trying to stop the pubes from itching so much? I think my brother knew what was going on, though. He had a little chat with me and asked if I was getting hairs on my penis. I was so embarrassed to show him, but he said he’d just take a quick peek to see how things were going down there. I felt so exposed, but I guess it’s just part of growing up.

Recently, masturbation has become a common topic at school, and I’ve started to get a better understanding of what it really is and why people do it. While I vaguely recall experimenting with touching myself when I had erections and experiencing wet dreams, these earlier times were more instinctive, and I didn’t consciously understand what I was doing in the same way I do now, or actively try to ejaculate. Now that I have a better idea, I’m thinking about consciously trying it for the first time.

I am sure I have phimosis now because I have a tight foreskin, both when flaccid and also when erect. I am unable to pull my foreskin over my glans at all. I have been roaming around the Internet asking, “How do I make my foreskin roll back when my penis is erect”. I have been looking for answers everywhere but there were not many that can point me in the right direction. They answer that I would need to talk with a doctor and that I might possibly need to be circumcised. The thought of having to have an operation to cut skin off my “Willie” filled me with absolute horror!

I’ve started to actively experiment a little in the bathroom when I get an erection, trying to masturbate, but I haven’t been able to ejaculate yet. I thought something was wrong with me – I stroked it for 15-20 mins and all I’d get was dribbling precum. Then my mind would wander, and I’d get bored. I never even came remotely close to ejaculating despite numerous valiant attempts. Finally, the head of my penis was covered, and I needed to pull it back, but it was so painful. I guess I’m posting here just to ask people’s thoughts. Have you ever heard of this, or am I some sort of anomaly?

Thank God, my parents understood foreskins. They didn’t make a fetish of penile hygiene, as many American-born parents do!? My mother, while giving me my bath, told me that I should try to work the foreskin back to rinse my glans, but not to force it. I’ve always had large glans that made a significant bulge in my foreskin. Pulling the foreskin back over it wasn’t as easy as it would have been if I’d had narrow, tapered glans. And I find it impossible to pull it back when getting an erection. I have just been able to see a bit of the top. After stretching a bit, I realised my glans is super sensitive and there is a lot of smegma buildup. It starts getting slightly painful, and the discomfort only increases if I try to fully pull it back behind my glans. As a result, after stroking in the morning, my foreskin becomes extremely sore and painful, and the next day dead skin will flake off. Is there anything I can do about this? Do I need an operation?