It’s Saturday morning, and since Tuesday night, I haven’t had an orgasm. I’m experiencing a sense of fullness, but it’s not causing any discomfort or urge to release. When I woke up, I thought I had morning wood. Besides that, I went to the gym today and found that I could perform exercises at a higher resistance compared to previous sessions, feeling like I had an extra 10-20% capacity. It’s reasonable to think that this improvement is due to abstaining from orgasm.
I successfully refrained from masturbating for three days and felt accomplished throughout the day. However, when I found myself alone with my computer at night, things took a negative turn. Regrettably, I am currently attempting to comprehend the factors that trigger my sexual desires and what influences my level of arousal. Every now and then, I encounter a sensation of feeling completely satisfied, which is unfamiliar to me. Let’s observe how today unfolds.
Today marks the second day since my previous cum, yet I find myself devoid of any arousal or eagerness to partake in such activities. Instead, I am overwhelmed by a profound sense of exhaustion following a two-week excursion to an island. Since my return home, fatigue has plagued me relentlessly throughout the day. It almost seems as though I require another vacation solely to recuperate from the previous one.
Yesterday, I experienced a heightened level of sexual desire that surpassed my recent experiences. I had a lust dream about a nudist on this island. This intensified state of arousal presented a significant challenge in refraining from engaging in self-pleasure. As our time on this remarkable island comes to a close today, I’ve made the amusing decision to leave some white liquids here. LOL. We had so many fun and memorable experiences here, like catching and eating fresh seafood, diving and seeing beautiful corals, and even trying the Brazilian waxing service they offer. I feel so smooth and clean down there now!
This morning, I experienced a significant amount of precum once more. I felt an intense level of sexual arousal while looking around the porn sites, to the point where I thought I might have an orgasm or experience a spontaneous ejaculation. I went to the restroom and discovered a significant amount of precum on my underwear. It might be preferable for me to avoid being alone in the room.
Some enjoyable moments 