❝I used to update my blog every day. It was just a natural daily routine. Then I became addicted to Twitter. The stuff I used to blog about is now shortened into a 140 characters tweet. I want to live in a world where my blog and my Twitter are able to coexist. I can and I will make my blog and my Twitter get along and play nicely.
Hardwood: What kind of wax did you have? Liittlefiish: It is my first time using hot wax to remove hair. I chose Brazilian wax. Hardwood: It looks painful when you see it don in the internet Liittlefiish: I braced myself for any discomfort, but to my surprise, it was far less painful than I had imagined. However, there were certain areas, I experienced a sharp sensation when the hair on my balls and pubic area was removed. 😓😓😓 Hardwood: so glad it is not as bad as maybe they make out.😁
I experienced a profound sense of relief as I underwent Brazilian waxing yesterday, a technique that effectively eliminates hair from the pubic area, including the bikini line, testicular region, and buttocks. It is my first time using hot wax to remove hair. I braced myself for any discomfort, but to my surprise, it was far less painful than I had imagined. The hot wax provided a soothing sensation as it adhered to the hair, making the process more bearable than traditional methods. However, there were certain areas, I experienced a sharp sensation when the hair on my balls and pubic area was removed. It’s understandable that removing hair from sensitive areas like the genitals can be quite uncomfortable or even painful for some individuals.
The new look and sensation are truly remarkable, and I can’t help but adore them. It makes me more confident and sexier. 😆😆😆
This morning, I experienced a significant amount of precum once more. I felt an intense level of sexual arousal while looking around the porn sites, to the point where I thought I might have an orgasm or experience a spontaneous ejaculation. I went to the restroom and discovered a significant amount of precum on my underwear. It might be preferable for me to avoid being alone in the room.
Yesterday, I experienced a heightened level of sexual desire that surpassed my recent experiences. I had a lust dream about a nudist on this island. This intensified state of arousal presented a significant challenge in refraining from engaging in self-pleasure. As our time on this remarkable island comes to a close today, I’ve made the amusing decision to leave some white liquids here. LOL. We had so many fun and memorable experiences here, like catching and eating fresh seafood, diving and seeing beautiful corals, and even trying the Brazilian waxing service they offer. I feel so smooth and clean down there now!
Today marks the second day since my previous cum, yet I find myself devoid of any arousal or eagerness to partake in such activities. Instead, I am overwhelmed by a profound sense of exhaustion following a two-week excursion to an island. Since my return home, fatigue has plagued me relentlessly throughout the day. It almost seems as though I require another vacation solely to recuperate from the previous one.
I successfully refrained from masturbating for three days and felt accomplished throughout the day. However, when I found myself alone with my computer at night, things took a negative turn. Regrettably, I am currently attempting to comprehend the factors that trigger my sexual desires and what influences my level of arousal. Every now and then, I encounter a sensation of feeling completely satisfied, which is unfamiliar to me. Let’s observe how today unfolds.
It’s Saturday morning, and since Tuesday night, I haven’t had an orgasm. I’m experiencing a sense of fullness, but it’s not causing any discomfort or urge to release. When I woke up, I thought I had morning wood. Besides that, I went to the gym today and found that I could perform exercises at a higher resistance compared to previous sessions, feeling like I had an extra 10-20% capacity. It’s reasonable to think that this improvement is due to abstaining from orgasm.
☁️I still notice that when I encounter attractive women, I can appreciate their beauty, but I don’t feel a strong urge to pursue them. In the past, I would occasionally feel frustrated when I saw extremely attractive women passing by. While they exuded undeniable sexiness, I also felt a sense of reminder that they were unattainable to me. At times, I would even force myself to look away because I didn’t want to give them the satisfaction of knowing they had affected me negatively. I now enjoy observing men who reveal their waistbands of underwear and during breakfast with his friend, I happened to notice a guy wearing what appeared to be red briefs.
Last night, I wasn’t feeling well and experienced intense anxiety. Consequently, I stayed awake until approximately 2 am, engaging in video games with my friends. Eventually, I fell asleep, but contrary to expectations, there were no wet dreams. However, I did have a dream involving a classroom filled with people in the nude, and although I flirted with a few individuals, the situation didn’t progress further. It’s worth noting that this dream was more sexually charged than the majority of my usual dreams, which adds an intriguing aspect to the experience. This morning, I experienced an interesting occurrence as I noticed a prolonged and satisfying erection, even after urinating. It persisted for about 20 minutes. Other than that, there isn’t much else noteworthy to report about my morning.